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my heart
aches
and
my soul is tired.
to
ease the pain
i
try and stay wired.
the
rush feels good
and
being high keeps me numb.
this
is how i live
emotions
always on the run.
i
miss my kids
but
they deserve more.
like,
the mom i used to be
the
mom i was before.
Strong, Healthy, Happy!
almost
always At Ease!
not
this sucked up junkie
dope
sick and looking diseased.
I pray I find the
strength
to
do what needs be done,
to
stop hiding behind the needle,
and
find who I’ll become.
I
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